Monday, March 29, 2010

its moody and sick

i realize u changed recently...
u din even care me recently..
is it my illusion??
my wrong impression?
i feel sad with our interaction..
what can i do?
what points to continue?
:(

Saturday, March 20, 2010

boring..


its 6.52 am nw
OMG
just now wake up at 2 something
and i think i can't fall slept back at all..
nowadays lazy to blog
lazy to update
and i saw someone blog just now
just simply have a look
but i am still hate her like before..
have an update here
its the picture for me and biibii
hate biibii's hair now,so looooooooooong,but i like this pic^^
planning to have an outing tomorrow,anyone?

Sunday, March 14, 2010

1st anniversary ♥

雖然最近真的發生很多事情
很多問題也慢慢浮現了
也在一周年的前幾天吵了很多場大架
最后,還是慶祝了

今天是白色情人節,也是我跟比比的一周年
原本說好要去sabah和馬六甲旅行的
哪里知道去不成了
無端端有事情做。。
就,其實很失望
這個一周年過得很簡單
早上8點多出發
打寶貝女兒chucky和becky
去1u central park 街街
然后玩到1個小時那樣
帶他們去pet safari
shopping
買了新的leash給becky
然后就在車上聊天
大概3點多那樣
在車上聊了很多東西
把問題攤出來講了。。
發現了,其實我就是不想面對這些問題
曾經一度想下車自己走路回家。。
解決了很多問題
心結也打開了。。
開心了一點點
就這樣
我做了小muffin還有一個scrapbook給比比
記載我們這一年發生了什么東西還有我的wishlist
比比拿到小muffin回家的時候
他媽媽爸爸要吃
比比就給他們試試咯
還以為他們會說不好吃。。
哈哈
可是出乎我的意料
比比的爸爸媽媽竟然喜歡
停了真的很開心
很有滿足感。。
我希望接下來的日子,我還有機會被他們稱贊
對我來說,他們的稱贊就是我的動力

Saturday, March 13, 2010

in a complicated relationship

yup
in a complicated relationship
i am here to annouce
i am in a complicated relationship!!!!
i dissapointed
i feel hurt
i feel down
i feel alone
i feel i am nt willing to wait it anymore
i am nt willing to bear it anymore
just leave me alone
i need a break!

Friday, March 12, 2010

cry badly

不想再哭了
很累了
很疲倦
第一次哭到那么辛苦
有點像斷氣的感覺
第一次有種永遠想消失在這里的感覺
我當不起這個責任
付不起我答應這個條件的代價
我沒有了那么多的友誼
你給回我?
誰來賠償給我
淚水像豆大的水珠一樣不停地落下來
從剛才到現在。。沒有停過
第一次
因為感情的事情被媽媽發現我哭了
第一次,你那么不喜歡他他都會幫你說好話
第一次,心如刀割的感覺
第一次,不想再被你擺布了
第一次,下定決心,不接你電話了
還以為把心里的東西告訴你以后
心情會變得更好
哪里知道反而越高越糟
把你的心情都搞砸了
想脫離
想回到剛剛開始的時候
那么的開心
那么的自由。。。
我們都沒錯,只是不適合。。

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

i am here to update my blog

相识=>相知=>相惜=>相爱=>婚姻=>承担。
this is what my BC teacher told us while having BC class today
i believe that
this is truth
every couple is start from friend maybe
and then know each other,treasure each other,love each other
then only marry if u gt Affordability
biibii,I hope that we might did that too

recently weather is freaking hot!!
and sometime really don't feel want went to school
i think i am fear of attending to school
i love my school life
i love my classmate
they bring me joy when i am sad,when i am down
but i hate exam
i hate those subject
really don't feel wan to continue study
is it this is a kind of sense of self-degradation
somebody help me?
somebody can stand in me?

very suffer
looking for someone to talk
looking for a chance to relax
looking for a chance to travel

is having too many problem
seriously moody :(
×listening 帶我走-rainie yong

" Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are best relieved by the letting of a little water

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Excited !!!And thanks to my Hubby!!!

yup
its the time i am here to annouce that i get The coach bag frm hubby d
thank you so much
and i do really love it so much
Hubby
i am so happy when i get this bag
wan to say billion thank you to you
you spent too much on me d
its time to save some money for our travel
right?
10 more day is our 1st anniversary d
i hope i can sit at ur car,eating anywhere at melaka with u and chucky
Can i??
I HOPE SO!!^^