Sunday, January 10, 2010

回憶過去
那傻傻的我
天真的聽別人說
你的男朋友帶你回去見家長就證明他很重視你
證明他肯在家人面前給你一個見證
感情會比較穩定
比較長久
這。。。好象都不對吧
以前的男友都會在他們的生日時帶我回家
跟他的家人一起慶祝
可是也沒見得長久
最后也是分手收場

我不在對比比的生日有什么不甘心或不愿了
我覺得做好自己的本分就好了
這幾個星期都因為在煩這個而很沒心情
我想
我錯了吧
算了
平凡過了就算

Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

当一切都回不去了,当我决定要走,你才明白冷落了我,
我要的不多,可你都没给够,哪怕一个温柔的相拥,
你都沒給我
可這对我来讲,都是幸福的。
曾幾何時我是幸福過的
我沒有發言自由
沒有逛街自由
沒有花錢自由
沒有做決定的自由
什么都沒有
什么都掌握在你的手
我快要瘋了!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Never say goodbye when you still want to try, never give up when you still feel you can take it, never say you don’t love that person anymore when you can’t let go.
每次都對自己說這句
每次都很后悔說過
我會把這句格言忘了
不再被她擺布
或許
真的應該看回以前的我
時時想起
幸福并不是依存于你是什么人或拥有什么,它只取决于你想的是什么?
我想要的是什么
相信熟悉我的人都知道
我不多說
我心里有數

Friday, January 8, 2010

biibii

biibii's birthday is coming soon
its 15th of Jan
he planning to out for dinner
bt i dun hope so
this is his 21st birthday
i hope biibii can celebrate v fren and family
bt he dun think so
aiys
nw i am confusing
weather my decision is wrong???
if for mw
I hope he can celebrate at house
bt for him
he hope tat can celebrate with me outside
aiys
i duno la
this is his birthday
its his turn to make a decision
bt nt me
hope everything is going well soon
hope everything will b ok soon

p/s:i am just for his own good
bt he say i pandang
hw sad am i u noe?
sigh
nt to plan anymore

no topic

we're nt in the same way anymore
start frm today 23.20pm
u can start judge me
u can start go ahead to trust other
u can stat scold me
u can start to do ur everything
i wnt fan u anymore
i wnt gv u trouble anymore
i wnt let u hua yi anyore
tats ll

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

recently..

這幾天回到家后心情都好糟
我也不知道怎么形容
有時真的好羨慕那些沒記憶的人
忘記所有的事
從新開始
我也希望像他們一樣
最近這幾天發生了很多事
認識我的人都知道
我是一個很潑辣的女生
往往只有我罵人
而不是人罵我
就在拜一的那天
跟那個傻海rosely吵架了
請原諒我用那么粗俗的語言來形容他
這個R auntie,他是我RL工作那里老板的‘阿姨’
說真的,剛剛認識她的時候就不是很喜歡他的性格了
輸不起的個性
真的很惹本小姐生氣
我最看不起那種仗著自己是‘皇親國戚’在那邊'雅文牙舞’的人了
最看不起那些一把年紀了還不會想的‘老人家’
o!先說好,如果你要我尊重你,麻煩你先尊重我
對你這種人,我在我的字典查不到尊重兩個字
事情是這樣的
那天我就跟那個R auntie 工作
說好先
他沒資格當我們RL的員工
他是來頂包的
他這人也很厲害
抽屜跌下來就是我要絆他跌倒,弄傷他的
叫他收衣服就是沒禮貌
他出去吃飯就可以
我出去就不可以
這也都算了
明明一路來都是我在cashier的
原來我收錢都有錯
原來我玩剪刀都有錯
他這人心機太重了吧
真的很惹人討厭
說我不配當一個christian,那他配什么?
死貪錢婆
照一下鏡子
你什么死人樣
吧殺賣豬肉的uncle都嫌你了
datuk還會要你?
省省啦你
我告訴你
ROSELY YAP
現在你就是惹火本小姐了
我最不喜歡人家冤枉我的
而你全部都做到足
我不會給你有好日子的
你等著瞧
我再也不會大人不計小人過了
對你這種所謂沒腦的小人
我不會客氣的

Monday, January 4, 2010

the 1st day

this is the 1st day tat i cry on 2010
tats a big crash for me
BIG BIG BIG
what is call friend actually?
this is another time i get cheat by friend
its a uncountable times tat i get cheat by friend
i hate them
ya i know
friends are important in my life
but some of them really piss me off
although i give a lot help to them they also can't feel it
its okay
never mind,i don't care
but how u treat me?
is it i owe u?
i din owe u at all,i lend u a hand
but what i get the end?
say i expert lie,expert act
OKAY!!
now i only know how u look at me
this is the second time already
dun give other a good reason that u wan give me rest or wat
last 2 year u also say u ask me rest ya
rest until finish work also haven't rest finish
i don't need rest actually
u need the rest more
I think many way to let your boutique more Business
not for my commission
is for your money you know?
i don't hope to see my fren everyday in a fake good mood
everyday having a fake smile
I noe that u're worrying about the stock
I noe that u're nt happy actually
I noe that u really alot thing to bother
please Do not take your business as a joke
Your company is Benevolent Society?
anyone who is lost her job or looking for work can work at there
u as a boutique boss
u can complain how's people's staff wearing
but can u have a eye on yours?
customer depends on your shirt and your staff to give u the confidence mark
this is the way u say u wan ur company better?
that's impossible!!
u regard ppl as friend
bt hw ur good fren J talk infront ppl?
is who telling me tat dun let J noe tat u are P..
Is who telling me tat J's mouth is suck
at the end who is telling people?
can u behave urself?
and the last
i won't go bck to work edi
I swear,this is the 2nd time i gv u the chance
and this is the last time
no more!!!