這幾個月的心情真的很低落
我不知道為什么
不知道是因為你，還是因為什么
今天7點早上才睡
睡沒有幾個鐘就起身了
我也不懂為什么
心里突人間有很多感覺交叉著
也不知道要怎樣表達出來
我不明白很多東西
我不明白為什么你那么自私
不能來找我
還一點自由都給不到我
難道我每天困在家里，你真的會比較開心嗎？
我可以很老實地說
我真的過得很不開心
每次，你都勸我支持下去
告訴我等到的就是我的
你現在，連最基本的見面你都做不到
那我還可以奢望什么在你的身上？
我知道你有苦衷
我知道你也不是好過
為什么事情發生了那么久
你做到的，是埋怨我的媽媽
而不是去檢討我們錯在哪里
事情為什么會發到這樣？
為什么你犯的錯我們要一起承擔？
而我們犯的錯你卻要我一個人承擔
你不覺得你很自私嗎？
我問我自己
為什么我跟你一起以后
我中罵的機會變高了
是我自己拿來的？
還有14天就是我們的一周年了
如果你不能來找我，我也不會勉強
就算你來了
還是一樣沒有實現你對我的諾言
我等你一年了
這就是我得到的東西
我做錯了，我受傷了，我失敗了
誰來扶持我？
沒有一個！
I didn't blame u
I wish to have one trip with u
u didn't give me
I wish to see u once per month
u can't do it
I wish to know when u can give me a confirm answer
u can't give me
U can't do anything that proof u not lie me
even a picture
a person
a talks
a reason
or whatever
nothing u going to proof
You can't even trust me even though i proof the thing
so,what should i trust u?
Friday, February 26, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
personality tests,fucking accurate
Dear Mika Law, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are intelligent
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Honest
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sweet
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly to everybody
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't like conflict
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Because you're so cheerful
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Fun people are naturally attracted to you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Like to talk to you
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are a true romantic
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : When you are in love
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will do anything
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Everything to keep your love true
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will find yourself with plenty of dates
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is less important than the real world out there
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Away from the classroom
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Deep inside you want to start working
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Earning money
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Living on your own
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You need to choose something
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Go for it to be happy
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Achieve success
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of things that you cannot control
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are intelligent
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Honest
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sweet
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly to everybody
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't like conflict
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Because you're so cheerful
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Fun people are naturally attracted to you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Like to talk to you
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are a true romantic
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : When you are in love
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will do anything
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Everything to keep your love true
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will find yourself with plenty of dates
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is less important than the real world out there
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Away from the classroom
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Deep inside you want to start working
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Earning money
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Living on your own
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You need to choose something
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Go for it to be happy
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Achieve success
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of things that you cannot control
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel
Friday, February 19, 2010
the feel..
well
i am coming back to update my blog
it has been a long time not updating my blog
i don't feel wanna update and record the sad things here again
its too many in our relationship
i am just here to realize my feeling
and not to finding argue with u
we have been together for 343 days
and what u can give me is just 3 days
my dear,i can count it in one hand
344 is the one of the number i like
and u can't even to spend this day with me
Do u know
i am so sad for it?
I've been give u many chance
Many...not just once
u didn't fulfill your promise Once
u ffk and giving me disappointed every time
i am not to complaint the everything for u
just,wan to let u know
I've been wait u for 340 days
Ya,u try your best to fulfill your promise
you try your best to advice your dad
and you know,i try my best to let my friend my parents know you're the best
but u didn't even done what i told them
I told them that my Bf love me much
I told them my bf less meet me is because busying work but not his dad not allow
I told them I didn't regret to choose u
I told my mum that you not even lie me
I told my mum,No matter what happen,I know u got difficulties
and Now,i don't feel wan to keep lying already
can you please
prove me
and prove my friend something?
U wan face
and I wan too
ask yourself
which time u giving me face
which time when I'm nt insult u infront my friend and u say i did
Which time i am nt support u the most
God,tell me please...
i am coming back to update my blog
it has been a long time not updating my blog
i don't feel wanna update and record the sad things here again
its too many in our relationship
i am just here to realize my feeling
and not to finding argue with u
we have been together for 343 days
and what u can give me is just 3 days
my dear,i can count it in one hand
344 is the one of the number i like
and u can't even to spend this day with me
Do u know
i am so sad for it?
I've been give u many chance
Many...not just once
u didn't fulfill your promise Once
u ffk and giving me disappointed every time
i am not to complaint the everything for u
just,wan to let u know
I've been wait u for 340 days
Ya,u try your best to fulfill your promise
you try your best to advice your dad
and you know,i try my best to let my friend my parents know you're the best
but u didn't even done what i told them
I told them that my Bf love me much
I told them my bf less meet me is because busying work but not his dad not allow
I told them I didn't regret to choose u
I told my mum that you not even lie me
I told my mum,No matter what happen,I know u got difficulties
and Now,i don't feel wan to keep lying already
can you please
prove me
and prove my friend something?
U wan face
and I wan too
ask yourself
which time u giving me face
which time when I'm nt insult u infront my friend and u say i did
Which time i am nt support u the most
God,tell me please...
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
My kaizai~Marcus
是可愛的咯我的干兒子
Marcus劉孝東
是我的寶貝姐妹的孩子
可愛可愛
好想他呢
說到這天都火
前面的就不說
就說要去看baby的時候和ashley，snowyi
打德士去
就從kepong去sg.buloh
就截了一輛德士，是新車來的
上了車
看到有bible和十字架之類的東西，就想到，是基督教徒，應該沒怎樣
那天就下大雨
上到desa那個橋的時候
死人taxi一直猛踩油
怕死那個錢很少將子咯
我們就已經很不爽了
就問他車是不是壞了
然后他就用很有骨的語氣答我們說是咯，壞了，又怎樣！
聽到我真的很火咯
可是那天真的很多東西發生
真的很沒心情罵人
過后去到sg。buloh的時候
就有少少延髓€就有少少淹水
死人taxi佬又玩野
叫我們這里下車
那時火真的起了咯
真想干他媽媽夠夠力
他叫我們給100塊
我直接吊他了，說不要，50都不給
過后死taxi佬很不爽
就說不要給就丟我們下車
我就騙他咯，哄大的
說要我們下車也可以啦
如果你不要照meter算
我可以call我爸爸的，沒關系，我爸爸在JPJ做官員的
死taxi佬就開始怕了
就說跟你們玩而已嘛
我哪里敢不跟meter收錢
我再吊他啦
玩，玩你媽媽
心情不好還要惹我
還想騙我們的錢
當我們10歲啊
真的是不爽
吊他媽的死taxi佬
下衰我們christian！！！
valentine又到了
今年有很多很想得到的東西
可是直覺跟我說是不可能了
還是算了吧。。
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