the feel..

well
i am coming back to update my blog
it has been a long time not updating my blog
i don't feel wanna update and record the sad things here again
its too many in our relationship

i am just here to realize my feeling
and not to finding argue with u
we have been together for 343 days
and what u can give me is just 3 days
my dear,i can count it in one hand
344 is the one of the number i like
and u can't even to spend this day with me
Do u know
i am so sad for it?
I've been give u many chance
Many...not just once
u didn't fulfill your promise Once
u ffk and giving me disappointed every time
i am not to complaint the everything for u
just,wan to let u know
I've been wait u for 340 days
Ya,u try your best to fulfill your promise
you try your best to advice your dad
and you know,i try my best to let my friend my parents know you're the best
but u didn't even done what i told them
I told them that my Bf love me much
I told them my bf less meet me is because busying work but not his dad not allow
I told them I didn't regret to choose u
I told my mum that you not even lie me
I told my mum,No matter what happen,I know u got difficulties
and Now,i don't feel wan to keep lying already
can you please
prove me
and prove my friend something?
U wan face
and I wan too
ask yourself
which time u giving me face
which time when I'm nt insult u infront my friend and u say i did
Which time i am nt support u the most
God,tell me please...